The Runaway Bride’s Soul

Hello loves,

This is a special valentine’s post.




Thought I should share something I wrote in my Journal, just incase you find me having a glass of wine alone and very uninterested in any form of flattery from a man..

Deceitful reflecton of my artistic soul…..

Oh my artistic soul,what a work of art it is…

Pitch dark hue evenly shaded,bordered by voids beautifully embroidered by bloodstained scars yearning to reach out, yet caged behind bars of fear and shreds of broken trust. Keenly I sketch a deceitful reflection, yet flatly I fail to colour it. For as I dip the paintbrush in the heart to give thy reflection a final touch….all I find is a cold block, the paint has gone cold from the hate it received at the price of love.

Oh and the silk bright color…so pale, contaminated with droplets of despair.

Wait a minute….I could style it up, Fashion is an art too… isn’t it?

Purchase a scarf..maybe scarlet..some colour sounds great.

Blind thee from thy deceit.

“Designer sounds good…Louis Vuitton scarlet scarf it is!!…”

oh no! I cant afford it 🙁

I gambled it all. All that was in my precious bank, my purity savings…

All gone for the price of being told am beautiful..

Maybe I could find some change.

Skeptical I feel as my mind whirls up in a confusion storm,

Should I spend this change? what is left? should I save it for the one???

He’d probably be an investment, use what is left of my pennies of broken trust that are tethered to fear and despair, accumulate great interests. Then slowly turn them to a pot of wealthy rich hopeful tomorrows and wipe out all the unpaid loans and debts of painful yesterdays.

..…or maybe he will just be another pyramid scheme, promise to melt the cold frozen paint with heated passion and forbidden love,gently filter what is left of my pennies to his advantage,cunningly diminish my cents of hope with void promises of magical dawns and inconceivable wealthy tomorrows….

what to do?….unanswered questions,unfinished pieces of poetry,unheard cries…

they call me the runaway bride, I guess they were never wrong…am just another girl who bites the dust…

Indecisive, not because of her uncertainites but because of her bruised past that not only left her scarred,but crippled.






BLACK BOOB TUBE DRESS (skirt worn over it to transform it to a top) : NO LIMIT, MOMBASA KENYA







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    Reply Diana Marami February 13, 2015 at 7:02 am

    Love the shoes! and the make-up is flawless!

    • Amor
      Reply Amor February 15, 2015 at 10:36 am

      I could give you a number where you can get them. Inbox me.

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    Reply Lindah February 13, 2015 at 7:20 am

    the last phrase eeish…. “indecisive of what she wants not because of her uncertainties but because of her bruised past that not only left her scarred,but crippled”…that spoke to me …looking fabulous liz 🙂 keep going..soar high!

    • Amor
      Reply Amor February 15, 2015 at 10:37 am

      Thank you my dear! for the love and support xxx

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    Reply irene February 13, 2015 at 7:21 am

    am loving every post…everything is on point….

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    Reply Irene muruka February 13, 2015 at 7:45 am

    “Caged behind bars of fear and shred of broken trust”
    I can relate….while still being the runaway bride
    I loooooove it liz.

    • Amor
      Reply Amor February 15, 2015 at 10:38 am

      Thanks doll!! For the love and support xxx

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    Reply Moraa Winie February 13, 2015 at 8:50 am

    ….or maybe he will just be another pyramid scheme…” I knew I’d love this, it just hit that part, woi!
    And you look gorgeous Liz.

    • Amor
      Reply Amor February 15, 2015 at 10:41 am

      Thank you very much, bless your soul for such live and support…xxx

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    Reply Joyce February 15, 2015 at 6:05 am

    You nailed it Liz.
    We are able to relate with you in this in so many ways

    • Amor
      Reply Amor February 15, 2015 at 10:42 am

      Thank you dear….xxx

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    Reply Elizabeth Makau February 19, 2015 at 2:29 pm

    beautiful beautiful… never go wrong with poetry, you express yourself undoubtedly… you look amazing yourself

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    Reply Daisy Oria March 3, 2015 at 5:50 am

    Awsme poetry…looking amazing too

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    Reply business intelligence May 22, 2015 at 6:44 am

    In the beginning, I believed your headline was misleading, but you truly delivered. Nice job.

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    Reply Tawheeda February 8, 2016 at 9:06 am

    This was a great job..KUDOs…
    Marine science student in turkey..
    Kisses xxx

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    Reply Miriam Njeru December 9, 2016 at 8:38 am

    Liz this is incredible. I love it Its amazing. Am even out of words no words can explain this magical blog of yours splendid. You not only do amazing work here for your fashion blog but you also challenge we ‘the readers’ especially the young generation to study smart so that we can achieve our dreams.Kudos amazing work.

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